bangz mi luv: HI!
yabz love: hi!!!!!
yabz love: how are you?
yabz love: been so long
yabz love:
bangz mi luv: im ok yabz, im sory 4 making u cry last night, punish me beh
bangz mi luv:
yabz love: its alright baby..
yabz love:
yabz love:
bangz mi luv:
bangz mi luv: tag anun nako ha........ nag friendster ka noh?!
yabz love: hahahahahah
yabz love:
yabz love: no
yabz love:
bangz mi luv: ngek! nag unsa d i ka? nakay kachat lain laki?
yabz love: ahahahahahah
yabz love:
yabz love: am chatting with my bangz
yabz love: kaila ka ana niya?
bangz mi luv: wla, wa-il mna xa, hu he?
yabz love: he is the love of my life
yabz love:
bangz mi luv: really?! wa nka lain love sa imo life?(except family)
yabz love: yep!!!!!
yabz love: super!
bangz mi luv:
bangz mi luv: i love you yabz

"i am wierd, i am lovable, i am unique, i am me...no one else is like me and i love that mere fact of my existence...i do not live with what others think of me but of what i think of myself...i maybe selfish but that is what i am suppose to be... i was alone when i came out of this world and i know i will leave alone as well...but bein' selfish doesn't make me less of a human! i bleed, i cry, i love, i weep, i celebrate, i hurt others and was hurt and will be hurt, i eat chocolates and dream big, i think, i feel and i question- because i am capable of all these, above all...i seek for contentment and fulfillment, happiness and purpose-whatever that maybe...my life is definitely lookin' for these essential things! Myself is what I have and when all else fails- it is always between me and my God!

check?!

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:

"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:

"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

 

thanks babybata for sharing this to me...

;)

in being able to see beauty within, that is talent...

some people just don't have the guts to look things in the brighter perspective...

it always depends on how that person is nurtured, loved, cared of and pained...

the lessons of life and love always comes in  full bloom while you're in the middle of chaos...

though confusion arises while you're at it, the fact is that life has never been clearer in the midst of catastrophe...

near death situations somehow gives us an exact answer to what really is important in life and it always depends on whether we carry that out after all or just leave the realization together with the experience...

life is never easy but beautiful, somehow i left these exact words when i bade goodbye to my not so pretty life and experience and i just realized that i lost a part of me as well and it took me quite sometime to get to the bottom of it...how sad =(